Did he forget? How do you forget within hours. Or how do you pretend like nothing ever happened? I am living in a state of confusion the last two days. It all is pretty much laid out on the table. What are the choices? What will the decisions be? How can you make any decision about what the next step is towards your entire life, when you cant admit there is an issue?

It is part of the everlasting circle that I am in and am just learning how to get out.