So without screaming, yelling, I stood ground and made it clear I had enough. Little good it did me except for the fact that I was left alone.

Confirmation is flashing itself in my face in many ways and I am too stupid to get it. I am on the potholed filled road to mistake ville and know it and why dont I put an end to it. How do I do that? How do I stop a massive boulder from rolling downhill?

I want to disappear.