Archive for March, 2014


Bothered by the time that is passing without hearing from her. I am giving her space..time..I always cave..why cant has been months, longer than ever before. Is she being stubborn? Or has she found someone else to fill her needs? Scared to know if that is true..but think it could be. She fell before me, why not after.



Sick of booze being a part of my life

I dont drink because I can’t. Meds I am on only make me sick when I try. But every day I deal with it.

Alcohol, slurring, sloppy behavior, one, two, three drinks..nasty attitude, smartass comments, verbal abuse, passing out, loud obnoxious snoring, gasping for breath desperately. Gross. Sick of it. Hateful of it. Wish it would go away forever.