It is almost 5 months since I have heard your voice..said I love you, heard you tell me I am beautiful. I miss you. I miss you so very much. I listen to old voicemails, see old texts. I have a hard time looking at pictures..they make me cry. Certain smells make me cry. Songs, sounds, many things make me cry. I still cry hard for you. I cry as hard as when you were talking to me. I missed you then, I miss you more now.